I've decided that I'm going to write a new blog every day, even if it's only 4 lines long. I just want to see how long I can stick with something that isn't completely crucial.
Things on my mind at the moment:
1) Smoking- I've been trying to convince myself for the longest time that I want to quit, but the truth of the matter is that I enjoy smoking. I think I'm only telling myself I want to quit so that I can feel like a better mother and save a little cash at the same time. I feel guilty for making my son smell my "3rd hand smoke" (lol) but at the same time, I would be a far less pleasant mommy without my little vice.
2) Resume writing- I really don't want to write out a resume, considering the fact that my previous employer of 5 1/2 years is probably NOT going to give me a very good reference, and then I get to explain why a perfectly good employee was fired over nothing. It just doesn't seem fair.
3) Sleep- God, when is this not on my mind? I never feel like I get enough, even when the clock says I've had more than plenty. I think it's the same for my little man. He doesn't nap during the day anymore, but then he's ready to go down for the night at around 6pm. Nothing I do, and I mean NOTHING, seems to be able to alter this doomed pattern.
Once again, the baby's awake... time for another abrupt ending.
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